So boring right now... Its Maths!!!1 I hate math!!! This Guy! This Richard a...I know him for 2 hours only then say i love u  2 me... he was my friends friend... During Geography he was chatting and skyping with Xin Li... and then i was bored so i chat  with him.. LOL our conversation SUPER SUPER funny!!!!! X) And he ask me whats my name when he saw me.. I say my name 2 him and he called me AH FANG!!!! DO I REALLY KNOW HIM??? =.= Oh well. Have fun in Geography's class.. and he wanted 2 skype with me  during break time -_-

Just came back from wedding Dinner! OMG! Ah Yong kor kor so leng zhai liao!!!! <3 When i saw Ah Ping Kor kor A ming kor kor and Ah Yong kor kor.. It reminds me of the old time.. We go to Port Dickson together and Redang.. so happy! We have lots of happy times when we were young... And Now They are all very old already!!!  oh well, at least i have fun with them today! :)

Just came back from New Zeland... so sien so tired.... We went there for meeting up a aunty and a uncle. They are going back to Melbourne.. So my mom wanted me to go Melbourne.... So they were discussing about the school la blah blah blah la...

At first i dont feel like going Melbourne and study bcause of the one i love <3

But bcause of  some reasons , i decided to go... Its useless if i keep staying here.... *sigh* its very hard 2 explain... I dont dare to say it 2 him.. :( 

So down right now... :(

Never wanna think about it.. but i can't..

Nargis said that i was better without him...

Can't she just shuddup or wtv!!????? She is always pissing me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haizzzz........... Next Year faster come pls!!!!!1 T_T I dunwan live here!!!!!!!! :( Still mad at her... Never had a day that is happy for me anymore.... :( Life suck. I always fake a smile..... im tired of doing this...... :(

I wish i wish i wish i wish i wish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish my mom will allowed me 2 go with bro next year's August or September!! My mom says if he send my bro go MAYBE she will send two of us go.... :((( I ant goooo!!! But that aunty and unle got so many rules..... i dunno i can tahan anot... :( When can i be 19 years old??? :( Still got 6 more years only can be 19 years old.... :((

lalalala~
Went 2 New Zeland...
gonna go back 2morrow! 23th is charlize's b'day! Going Pavilion!! yea... Its one of my fav place!!!
Asked Guang yao 2 go......but then.... he still sick... so disappointed.... * sigh *....... nthg 2 say la..... Bought lots of chips from there!!!! :) also presents!! wanted 2 give guang present de but then he is not going out with me... :( wtv la!!! dont care about him!!! who give a damn!! anyway 2day is Edmund's b'day!!!!! I owe him a present!! I have asked my bro 2day about what do boys like , and he told me buy a heart shape thing for him! -_-'''' ish! so moody.... so sien..... i also dunno what i am thinking right now.... *sigh* I just wanna get back 2 Malaysia and hang out!

hhhaaaaiiiizzzz...... My happy day is all gone! I NEVER had it again.... :(

From that day onwards , it bcame Emo and unhappy for me....

I live without nothing... Seriously , Why do i still survive for........??

i am still alive for no reason! i really wanna die! :(

Still bad mood... Everyday i am Down! and also bad mood... :(

I dont feel good... plus i am having stomach pain and headache..

i kinda regret for not eating the medicine! but i really dont like medicine!

i ate Panadol so many times liao! I finished one packet in 3 days!!!! :X

anyway 2morrow going 2 New Zeland! *sigh*

mom wanna bring me and bro 2 there and meet a person... she want 2 go there bcause she want us 2 go there and study so she wanna go find school for us.. :S

hhhaiiizz...

Year9 aqua so sien... i have nthg much 2 post!

anyway i am so sick of pretending happy in the class.... :(

an i seriously dont feel good.. :( My stomach very pain and my head also very pain..... :(

and i am so freaking stress...

anyway FAN QIAN I HATE YOU!!!! THIS IS THE SECOND TIME U THOUCH MY BOOBS!!!!! =.=

and you wanted 2 kiss me also... =.=

You seriously very....... de lo....

and there's NO FAMILY DAY IN CKS..... :((((((((((((((((((((((((

Mr.Aniss told me that suppose 2 have what concert blah blah something de lo... and he have his own band! and he is going 2 sing de!! XDDD BUT THEN.... ALL CANCELED... I HATE THAT NEW HEADMASTER!!!!! Mr.Aniss so disappointed.... :( i feel so sorry for him... :(

And Now i have No chance 2 meet Guang yao!!!! I NEED 2 WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR!!!!! T_T :(((((((((((((((( I DUNWAN WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR LA!!!! X(((((  I Miss him soooooooooooooooooooooo much leh! You will never know how much i miss him! :((( i cant discribe HOW MUCH I MISS HIM! :(  now i am so disappointed.... :( i dont feel good right now... *sigh* You guys will never never never understand it!! :(

WWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

NO SCHOOL 2MORROW!!!! PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay.. i am sad i am down! i am down down down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh*

And talking to u is soo..... soo.... i dunno how 2 say.... u look totaly different from that time! :(

Sorry guys! Late post! 

Yesterday Charlize din come 2 school... and we have a project need 2 do and the due date is wednesday means 2day... so we run up and down bcause of a stupid phn! we need 2 call our parents and also charlize.... We were so tired!!!! Me and Nicole keep repeating running up and down!!!!!And our mom dont even want 2 pick up our calls... Then at last!! for like 3o minutes later the finally pick up our calls! and when i talk until half way havent finish saying what i wanna say , My mom just say a NOOOOO 2 me and slam the phn and cut off the line!!!!! WTF LA HER!!!??? IS THAT A MOM SHOULD BE LIKE THAT????? DID YOU GUY's MOM DID THAT 2 YOU!!!???? I AM BLOODY IN A BAD MOOD THIS FEW DAYS AND NOW SHE MADE ME FEEL MORE SAD!!!!! MOM SHOULD MAKE THEIR DAUGHTER HAPPY DE RIGHT??? EH WHAT KIND OF MOM IS THAT!!!??? MY FRIEND BSIDE ME ALSO SAY MY MOM VERY........

Then after school later i asked her again and she say a NO 2 me again and she say if u going CANCEL THE TUITION AND SHE WONT LET ME GO AGAIN..... And she scolded me like shit... so i told her i got projects need 2 do if i din do no marks... then she scolded again.. and i cried... i felt so shameful... i was very down and sad that time then plus my mom scolded me so i cant stand anymore and i cried......

Then later follow charlize's car 2 her house and we went 2 Crystal's house first cause charlize wanna give her present and a surprise! Poor thing la Crystal... Need 2 stay at home bcause Terra ppl got H1N1 AGAIN! and Crystal also dont feel good... feel so sorry for her.... Hope she recover soon! Crystal were so surprise when we went there! :) Okay... i saw her golden and wats the other name of the dog??? GOLDEN IS SO DAMN HUGE!!

Later, Crystal followed us 2 Charlize's house! And i saw charlize's dog! so damn big also the dog and fat -_-! but very cute! They were so scared of that dog they say it will bite ppl! When charlize put him out of the cage they run like hell..... and screaming! then later went 2 her room and do project.... AND U KNOW WHAT??? Charlize bought alot of Nail Polish from korea!!!!!!! Crystal get 2 use it cause she have no school! :) She is just like a doll! we try lots of colour on her! Ok.. i like black! Black is emo! XD 

then later we do our project.. and u know what??? They keep watching movie!!! And they just Wrote a word! INDIA!!!!!! Then NOw i am doing the project! Blogging sambil doing project!

And this few days i am so sad... and i am also sick! Yesterday came back from charlize's house my mom scolded me like shit! and I have been stomach pain for like days!!!!! :((((( Okay! Its super pain my stomach! This morning i pain until cannot walk! :( and i din eat the medicine... :( I throwed it when ever my maid ask me 2 eat.... 

Oh and about that thing.... I DONT GIVE A DAMN!!!!!!!!! ASSHOLE BITCH NOW I HAVE two BITCHES IN MY MIND!!! :) 

WTF LA U.... BLOODY FUCK!!!! U THINK VERY NICE 2 PLAY ISIT??????? EVERYTIME U LIKE 2 TAKE IT ALL AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!! U BLOODY BITCH COWARD PROSTITUTE!!!! I HAVE ENOUGH OF YOU!!!!!!! TRYING 2 MAKE ME XXXXXXX???? CONGRATULATION!!!!!!! U HAVE MADE ME XXXXXXX OF YOU!!!!!! YOU BITCH!!!!! NARGIS TOLD ME ABOUT THE OTHER THING WHEN U WERE STILL THERE...... YOU LIKE 2 SNATCH ALL OF THE THING AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!! I SERIOUSLY DUNNO HOW 2 DESCRIBE YOU BCAUSE YOU ARE MORE BITCH THEN A BITCH!!!!! I NEVER TOLD ANYONE EXCEPT FOR ONE PERSON.. I JUST KEEP THIS BLOODY PAIN IN MY HEART.... I ONLY TELL NARGIS....NOW I SERIOUSLY CANNOT TAHAN U..... BLOODY PROSTITUTE... U SEEM 2 LIKE 2 BE CHICKEN SO MUCH GO AND BE CHICKEN IN THE STREET LA...... DONT LET ME SEE U AGAIN ONE DAY... OR ELSE I SERIOUSLY SLAP YOU!!!! I MEAN WHAT I SAY U IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PIONGSHIT SAKI , KAE SAKI , PO JI!!!!! AND I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT THE BAD WORDS!!! THATS MY ATITUIDE WHEN I AM ANGRY OR WHATEVER........ I JUST KNOW THATS ME!!!! :) 

I FEEL BETTER AFTER SCOLDING HER AT HERE AND COMPLAINING THIS PROSTITUTE 2 NARGIS!!!!!

SO DOWN RIGHT + STOMACH PAIN.......

AND WENT 2 DOCTOR 2DAY... GAVE ME SO MANY MEDICINE.... I THROWED IT ALL AWAY WHEN THE MAID  ASKED ME 2 EAT..... I RATHER DIE.... I SERIOUSLY WANNA BE EMO IN SCHOOL EVERYDAY.............. AND I AM SO JEALOUS OF NARGIS.. SHE HAVE 2 WEEKS HOLIDAY... DONT NEED 2 GO 2 THE BLOODY SCHOOL....  FASTER KEVIN HUG ME!!!!!! SO I CAN HAVE H1N1 AND I WILL STAY AT HOSPITAL AND WILL GET SEPRATE FROM FAMILY AND EVERYONE THE WHOLE WORLD OF PEOPLE.. WELL, EXCEPT FOR DOCTOR....

Friday i went to Penang... I get forced to go there.... nthg special... just wanna slap my bro....

I went to Pavilion today!! XDDDDD Idiot bro went to Pavilion with his friends... I bought some stuff from Roxy!!! XXDDDDDD... Roxy rocks! and i have discount cause i was a member XDD i also bought some other stuff and bcame a member! XD I looooooooooove shopping! I am a shopaholic! XD Cant live without shopping... I even canceled my piano class and went for shopping! HAHAHA... LOL

goodnight! <3

gonna go off soon

                                               i was bored i was bored!! X 10000 i was trapped in the room!
                                                Told ya! I WAS BORED!!!!
                                                hehe :)
                                              arent we sweet?? XDD she is my baby XD
                                             hehe..
                                                 hehe :)
                                               Lee Fang asking where is daddy? X)
                                                i was bored... zzzzzz
                                                  hahaha!! Sandy jie jie!! Trying to take picture of me!
                                                Told you i was bored! -_-''
                                           hahaha.... Isnt she pretty? :)
                                              sorry.. we were to boring! we were trapped in the room
                                                hHAHAHAHA! i am retarded XD
                                               Arent i cute???? XDDDD LOL
                                                        Before swimming XD



                                                    relaxing~ WAIT! saw a hand??? AHhhhh!!! Ghost!!! Run for your life!!!
                                                      Before playing the jet ski!
                                                okay Fat ass! Get lost! i was trying to relaxing and u came up and push me down into the water!
                                           wooohhoooo! Saw the jet ski?? It was so fun!
                                    

so damn tired and moody today......

i am so down 2day..... :(

I feel like being emo everyday in school..... but i din do that..... 

 

and i need 2 make my blog nicer again... -_-

hmmmm... nthg special today.....

That girl really looks like chicken la!!!! he picture looks just like chicken... I mean the pic looks like a prostitute.. she like want boys to.... her! Even My friendsssss says that! 

oh and Kelvin Ng!!!!! Dont be so sad liao la... Told you if u are sad or anything u can find me de right?? dont be so sad liao.... and i went yr blog just now... 

You wrote :

Jolin I really got nothing to say about u already Jolin... u said before u like me ... then we two together... after a week u go n hug wif another boy and kiss with another boy what now?? then u call me and tell u still love me.. u promise won't have this any more... r u stupid..?? I think ur not.. if I like a girl I will want all of it from that girl... I won't share with another guy... but u go and kiss other boy... i also don't noe what to say already u r really really pissed me off today... really... I think break up is the best way for us... really.. don't tell me that I with u on bed n now.. don't tell me that I just wan't to with u on bed... I really don't want like this finish... it's all gone... I still like u... but ... really cannot bye... I won't see u anymore.. Jolin...

Kelvin! What do u mean by the bed thing..??? Dont tell me you and her...... -.-''''''''' i dunwanna know but dont be emo or anything! dont be sad liao okay? cheer up!!!!

First day of school!!!!!! :)

hmmm... today is bad or good? i dont know :S i vormited this Morning at school..... Then Nicole they all said i pregnant -_-''''''''''''''''''''' and they say its justin's one-_-''''''''''' some say its guang yao's   -_-'''''''''''''''' and that Nicole keep making story from the Twilight.. made me laugh like hell.... and during science  we need 2 do experiment! We run around at the avenue..... and count the heart beat.. then after break we wanna go back class, me , Nicole , Charlize saw justin standing up at there.... and they almost wanna tell him that i am pregnant..... and he is the daddy -.-''''' so i ask them 2 shuddup... so they din say anything and they say other thing.... and Nicole push me 2 him and i hugged him!!!! DISGUSTING!!!!! YUCK!!!!!!!!!!! Blame that Nicole!!!!!! >:( Justin was at there blushing and smiling!!!!!  Then when i went 2 locker i saw joey.. SHE MORE PRO!!!!! SHE GO TELL JUSTIN THAT I PREGNANT LIAO BCAUSE OF HIM!!!!!!!! >:((((((((((((( Then went back 2 class.... URGH!!!! MATH AGAIN! I HATE IT! I was skyping and chatting.... charlize took a movie from me and she laugh like hell.. actually nicole gave me that movie :D after school, i also feel like vormit and went 2 the toilet and i feel better..... 

Nthg special 2day.... It was holiday.. No school!!! XD but very boring at home just watching movie nia.... wanna go shopping but mom so busy so never go anywhere lo... at home do homework....

2morrow school start liao... dont feel like going 2 school and listen 2 the teacher at here blah blah blah... I hate Year9!!!!!!! I MISS YEAR8 AER!!!!! oh, almost 4got... MR.ZACK GONNA COMPLAIN MISS.JANICE!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA DAI SEI!!!!! Me and charlize keep complain about Miss.Janice infront of Mr.Zack.. Mr.Zack say he will do something or complain.... That teacher dont even know how 2 teach..... i seriously gonna failed math this term/....... and go watch obsessed!!!!!! THAT girl im saying just look like her.... if u get wat i mean i will be glad!!!! dont feel like writing her in my blog..... Grrrrr!!! HATE HER!!!!!

And my uncle from Taiwan came! and he bought me a Hello kitty's sim card!!!! YAY!!! so happy! Its VIP!! wakakakaka

P.S. Charlize!!! wakakakaka u dunno my blog liao! I changed liao :P see how you find out ;D

P.S. Crystal Lee; i go taiwan again i will made one for you!

I had enough of all this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u like 2 argueeeeee riiigghhhhttt????? GO ARGGGGUUEEEE WITH YOURSELF!!!!!!!!! I SERIOUSLY IN A BAD MOOD LIAO!!! U STILL LIKE THAT!!!!! WTF LA U!!!!! AND I AM SICK DONT MAKE ME MORE BAD MOOD!!!!!!! AND WHAT THE HACK SHE REALLY WANT FROM ME!!!????? if you like it, take it!!!!! :DSO GRAB IT AND GET LOST!

What another boring day......

Every time i need u, u are always not beside me......

just have 2 fake a smile and pretend i am happy.....

Every time i am sad just had 2 pretend i am happy.....

i had enough of this.....



teacher sucks....

what should i come and study for....?

dont even understand what they are teaching.....

dont even have the heart 2 study anymore......

i dunno why............

always not concentrating in the class.....

i dont care anymore......

getting bad results.....???????

i really dont care anymore......

i had enough of it........



u wanna continue scold or beat........ then DO IT!

i dont care anymore......

dont even like my family......

i wanna leave......... as far as i can.....

i just dont know what i want right now...... just dont know what i am thinking right now....... i just know one thing.... WHERE THE HACK IS GIS?????? I WANT GO THERE!!!!!!!

2day i am sick..... When i came 2 school cant even talk... i can talk.. but voice not same at all.... and so pain when i speak.... sore throat la me... so pain.. :((((((( Then during break time, my ah jie dont let me eat fries... she say i sore throat cannot eat wor....... Then those two people a!!!! Eat infront of me.... keep saying yummy yummy... then they ask me 2 eat plain things............. then came back home at night i running nose... so painful la.... and + sore throat... really wanna die.....

AHHHHHHH!!!!! I REALLY TAK BOLEH TAHAN MISS ANN A! THAT OLD BLOODY IDIOT!!!!!!! Now everyday go 2 school is just like jail! i dont feel like going 2 school anymore la!!! The teachers sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! math teacher everyone also hate her la
miss ann also la... that old lady...... dont even know how 2 teach... she just know how 2 talk talk talki nia.... then copy copy copy nia always ask her 2 copy! and her writing also dunno wth she is writing!!!!!!!!! and ask us 2 copy at there block there block here... how 2 copy!!!!!!???????/ U TELL ME LA HOW 2 COPY!!???? and give us so many bloody homework........ i seriously wanna complain her man! not only me i guess... all of them also wanna complain her la... i am not a patient girl... so dont made me complain you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT BACK MR.GARY AND MISS.ESTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i am so gonna failed my exam this year!!!!!!!! I like miss esther more for teaching me history.. she explain alot and let us have alot of note 2 read and study well, sometimes she gave homework :) but i dont mind cause i understand what she is teaching in the class... :D okay.. i better stop mention about Miss ann or else i will go more crazy!! And school is not same as usual anymore... haizzz...... seriously now i wanna go Gis............ i really dunno wat 2 say right now... cempaka school the studies suck the teacher suck!
oh and that girl that u guys hate... she sometimes only looks like a bitch la... 2day she sit with me she is okay wat :D ..... she is nice....well, she sometimes behave like a bitch just like u guys said so.... and i know a funny secret about you justin! YOU ARE SO DEAD!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!! KACAU ME AGAIN LA... SEE HOW YOU DIE XD
buh bye~
need 2 stop writting liao... and edmund tan where the hell are you? i need you 2 help me again.. ><

♥ I Miss & love:

❥ the day we spend 2gether

❥ those day when we have fun

❥the time when we fight

❥the time when we argue

❥the time when we were happy

❥ the time we were chit chating

❥ the time we were playing happily

❥ the time we were telling jokes

❥the time we were doing silly things

To all my friends :

I will keep you with me in my heart :D

Seriously... 2day isnt a good day.....
i am in a freaking bad mood.... Miss.Ann dont even know how 2 teach.... She said that me & charlize were listening 2 songs... but then we stopped listening already...... and she take away the ipod touch.... After i came 2 Aqua, i bcame lazy.. not concentrating in class..sleeping...playing with friends.... and the teacher suck! i really miss Aer.... i really do! and i miss it so much!!!!! Now everyday i am suffering 2 go school..... Mr.Keeton teach Terra people bout sex ..... so bien tai la... they wrote in a paper about sex la condom la DISGUSTING!!!!! and i saw wat justin wrote -.- me and nicole call him porn star? >< and and we also made experiment... so disgusting.... the slivar so disgusting la... our own slivar we also scared... science teacher also teach us about sex cell................ I wonder why Year9 so many things about sex de???? >< Now school is not fun anymore.... and why people keep leaving cempaka??? ;( Jia ann Jamie jia xin stephanie nam kun helen park kent... and even my ah jie also maybe going 2 Alice Smith... and she passed her exams.... :( Now the most sad... guang yao also leaving la.... If he changed school i really will hate him alooot! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( if he really changed i have no comments...